Life as a college student is not easy. Lately, I have found myself with little time beyond working my jobs for the websites I write for and my part-time job on the side. Along with that, I have class every day along with the work that comes with it, and I am trying to write on the site. Having a social life for me right now is tough because I am constantly tired, and feel exhausted increasingly. This semester is going to be a tight squeeze for me with all this stuff going on.
Along with that, I want to mention things people will never discuss. I am continually pondered as to why girls act the way they do at my current age of 20. I do not understand why they are so picky towards the types of guys they date (and they are not beauties at all), and why they skip out on the types of guys that could be long and meaningful relationships. It confuses me and a some of my friends who are the same way. They have the same troubles, and I thought girls would be a little more straightforward based on having two siblings who are female. However, that only seems to be the case since they are my siblings.
I am going to remain single for now because I see my efforts not paying off to be able to even have a friendship with a girl when all they think I am doing is trying to take them out. I am not currently interested in a relationship because I have given up trying to find a girlfriend. I just want friends (be they male or female), and I do not understand why females see genuinely nice guys trying to always “hit” on them. We do not “hit” on people but if something comes about as a result of friendship, we will not deny if something comes out as a result. However, I do not see anything like that coming anytime soon.
Beyond that, it is difficult for my friends and I to keep in touch when things are busy in life.
Hopefully, things become easier, and I get some more time on my hands…..